autumn falls. 


autumn falls. 


name ➔ Natalie
birth place ➔ Monterey Park, California
where do i live ➔ Alhambra, California

hair color ➔ Naturally black but the majority of my hair is a reddish-brown from really old dye
eye color ➔ Dark brown
birthday ➔ January 17
gender ➔ Female
lefty or righty ➔ Righty
single or taken? ➔ Taken
happy? ➔ Trying to keep my head above the water


are you in love ➔  Every day
do you believe in love at first sight ➔ Lmao hell no I was creeped the fuck out by my boyfriend when I first met him
who ended your last relationship ➔ I’m always the one broken up with lol womp womp womp
have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ I don’t think so
are you afraid of commitments ➔  No
have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Yes
have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ I did once and I was so uncomfortable to even go to class for 2 weeks
have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ Uhh?
do you usually spend valentine’s day alone ➔ This was my first year that I didn’t so
short or long-term relationships? ➔ Long-term


love or lust ➔ Love
lemonade or iced tea ➔ Fresh squeezed lemonade = life
cats or dogs ➔ Dogs
a few best friends or many regular friends ➔ A few best friends
television or internet ➔ Internet because it also has television and my family is too poor to afford cable anymore
pepsi or coke ➔ Coke. My school is sponsored by Pepsi so we only get Pepsi products in the commons and food courts. Most irritating shit EVER
wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Both
day or night ➔ Afternoon + night
text or call ➔ Call
make-up or au naturel? ➔ Do whatever the fuck you want, it’s your face. I like wearing makeup but have no problem with people who don’t


been caught sneaking out? ➔ Yes
fallen down/up the stairs? ➔ I passed out on the stairs last week so…
wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ Yes
prank called a store? ➔ Not to my recollection
skipped school? ➔ Skipped classes because of tiredness or illness but never a whole day of school. Wow I am much better student than I thought lol
wanted to disappear? ➔ My life tbh
spent all your money? ➔ No but I’ve had moments in high school were I only had $20 left to my name. That’s why you gotta work and save that money
met a celebrity? ➔ Yes
been really ill? ➔ The flu is all I can really think of
gotten high? ➔ I have horrible asthma/lungs so no


smile or eyes ➔ Smile
light or dark hair ➔ Dark
shorter or taller ➔ Taller (we are talking about boys right?)
intelligence or attraction ➔ Am I not allowed to have both?
hook-up or relationship ➔ Relationships
funny and poor or rich and serious ➔ Funny and poor
mac or pc? ➔ Mac
chapstick or lipstick? ➔ Lipstick
city or country? ➔ City
driving or walking? ➔ Driving, as much as I hate it


last phone call? ➔ My mom
last song you listened to? ➔  Cold War Kids - Miracle Mile
last thing you ate? ➔ Pho
last thing you drank? ➔ Vietnamese coffee, which is 100x better and stronger than any Starbucks you’ll have
last place you were? ➔ Dining room, studying for midterms
last kiss? ➔ Yesterday night after my boyfriend walked me to my car
last picture taken? ➔ Probably yesterday
last outfit? ➔ A black long sleeve dress and brown booties
last purchase? ➔ Coffee and groceries

"I never wear anything for any of my boyfriends, I wear it for myself. Totally! I get out of the tub and I put my lotion, I put it for myself and I feel so pretty and I love it! And then I go to bed feeling totally fine."

Do you ever just sit alone with only yourself and your thoughts and question the validity and worth that you have upon others?

My heart aches for myself sometimes. This isn’t healthy. I wish I wasn’t so fixated on everything that I can’t be.